Requesting an Advice

[SoulsRuined]

what can I do to get unbanned from my horrible past punishments, I have broken the rules 7 months ago and today I broke a misgender rule (rule 4) and got permanently banned, the final nail was hit to my player record in this server when I misgendered someone, though I do know now that this community takes rules on exact point and don't accept any excuse to not know a rule, I really wish if possible I just need a glimmer of hope, I have been informed by a staff member that there is barely any chance of me being welcomed again to this community again/unbanned at least from the nonrp server, server 1, the main reason for this thread/post I just hope that there is just a way for me to get unbanned from this server and get back to this community, please state all your opinions here I'd like to hear them all!