Complaint Possible admin intervention, Classic Server 1 - Do you enjoy insulting other people?

[Fazbeus]

Yeah to be clear, this wasn't the work of an admin, and no one was targeting you. There's a very small chance in the code, that when you die, you get a special death message. You were one of the lucky (or not so lucky) few. You can check out what Zamu linked if you want to confirm for yourself. 

It sucks that you felt personally targeted, but again, it was just random chance. And as for -

Even if I am not right about this one and that change wasn't made by one of the admins who were on the server at that time like pali and Katzen if I remember correctly, then why is this still in the game and why you find stuff like that acceptable on your server? Why do you enjoy insulting and harassing players so much for no reason at all? What is wrong with you? Why should I deal with your childish shenanigans like that? 

Most people find it funny and don't take it very seriously. Dying happens a lot.

I know that 2 months passed since of posting this complaint, but I decided to reply anyways.

I genuinely didn't know at the time that changing player's death messages was not possible by using admin commands and I thought that someone from the admin team did this me (after looking back at the CaptainBravo incident), but as you said it turns out to be an actual in-game feature for some unknown reason and is a part of an easter egg of a game that I never heard about? Okay, sure.

I did felt personally attacked, because as I said earlier, I thought that was an admin who was doing this to me just to mock me or laugh at me when I died as an antagonist. I probably shouldn't have to feel targeted or insulted in the first place at things like these, but I would blame my non-existent mental health and constant thoughts of suicide for that, which sometimes makes me feel offened for such stupid stuff like this when I look at them. I am sorry if I sound angry or frustrated in this complaint over pretty much nothing.

And also, remember where I said that I will be doing a video review of Goonstation where I will be discussing this complaint and CaptainBravo's behaviour? Forget about it, this not a thing anymore. I tried doing a video review on another server, but it was quickly proven to me that it was a terrible idea when I analyzed it for myself and my voice used in narration being described as "robotic", I most likely won't ever come to making these kind of videos again (especially after the deletion of the first one by me).

Since two of my complaints are very inactive, I doubt that I will get any kind of meaningful conclusion to both this complaint and CaptainBravo one anytime soon, do whatever you want with them, I can't change that much myself anyways.

Thank you for reading.