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I don't understand why the duration of the ban was extended solely for my notes then. The ban itself is for sexual language which I do not have a record of. Unless the adminhelp was directed towards my other behaviors in game, I don't see why I should be punished for my history and not the incident itself. I've been with goon for awhile, my notes should not be a ball and chain that I eternally pay for. I have already served my few, short bans, I listen to admins when I'm talked to, I don't try to ruin people's fun and stay within the lines of what kind of transgressions are allowed. I'm one of the most responsible security officers that plays still, I'm not about to be a troublemaker. My intentions have always been good and the additional time feels like you believe otherwise.
I still want the wording of the ban changed too. Considering you were not online at the time and had to apply the ban only using logs and notes, I don't believe you can accurately judge my behavior during that round as being this flagrant. The worst thing that happened was I said a few naughty words. I don't want negative language on my notes that implies I had "freaked out again" because of a non-incident. My note record has lasting impacts on my reputation here and I want the details to be correct or accounted for. I was banned for sexual content over the radio, there was no abnormal freakout that you can prove happened. The logs in question you've used as evidence fail to take into account the actions and timings that occured with them, only confirming a bias through my language alone. I would say that a majority of my rounds feature me yelling, because that's what this game is about. Transgressions and rudeness are perfectly allowed in game so long as they stay in game and do not lead to out of game nastiness.
Considering that your first reply to my complaint was just my notes, as if they were to stand by their own value without needing any context, I have two additional statements:
First, it felt very dismissive, as if to say that I was making a complaint over nothing, and should accept that I'm a bad boy and therefore deserve whatever's coming at me. It felt like there was no thought put behind it, as there was no actual discussion or elaboration until you edited your post. I am not here because I want to complain or get back at anyone, I just want to ensure the correct effort is put into wording my notes. This is not an attack on you, and I want it to be as clear as possible what my intentions are.
Secondly, this is why I need to make sure my notes are accurate. If any admin can use my notes without context to justify whatever action they've taken against me, then it's my personal responsibility to ensure only factual information is represented in my notes. I am disappointed at the wording of some of the other notes, but I will not retroactively attempt to alter those, especially considering the one in question, "look out for this guy", is from 2017.
I would also like to comment that notes do not feature status updates: It's not like an admin will come back years later, unsolicited, to add "He's been playing nicely" to my notes. It's not an admin's responsibility to record a player's reputation in their notes, only the negative. The only way to prove to the admins or playerbase that one has changed is through gameplay. I have not been as active on goon as I used to be, and now it's mostly game I boot up here and there rather than daily. I do not want to spend excessive hours playing goon just to expose myself to the entirety of the playerbase just to prove what kind of a player I am. I dislike that this is the only way to judge players, through reputation or negative notes, but I understand the limitations of the system.
I still want the wording of the ban changed too. Considering you were not online at the time and had to apply the ban only using logs and notes, I don't believe you can accurately judge my behavior during that round as being this flagrant. The worst thing that happened was I said a few naughty words. I don't want negative language on my notes that implies I had "freaked out again" because of a non-incident. My note record has lasting impacts on my reputation here and I want the details to be correct or accounted for. I was banned for sexual content over the radio, there was no abnormal freakout that you can prove happened. The logs in question you've used as evidence fail to take into account the actions and timings that occured with them, only confirming a bias through my language alone. I would say that a majority of my rounds feature me yelling, because that's what this game is about. Transgressions and rudeness are perfectly allowed in game so long as they stay in game and do not lead to out of game nastiness.
Considering that your first reply to my complaint was just my notes, as if they were to stand by their own value without needing any context, I have two additional statements:
First, it felt very dismissive, as if to say that I was making a complaint over nothing, and should accept that I'm a bad boy and therefore deserve whatever's coming at me. It felt like there was no thought put behind it, as there was no actual discussion or elaboration until you edited your post. I am not here because I want to complain or get back at anyone, I just want to ensure the correct effort is put into wording my notes. This is not an attack on you, and I want it to be as clear as possible what my intentions are.
Secondly, this is why I need to make sure my notes are accurate. If any admin can use my notes without context to justify whatever action they've taken against me, then it's my personal responsibility to ensure only factual information is represented in my notes. I am disappointed at the wording of some of the other notes, but I will not retroactively attempt to alter those, especially considering the one in question, "look out for this guy", is from 2017.
I would also like to comment that notes do not feature status updates: It's not like an admin will come back years later, unsolicited, to add "He's been playing nicely" to my notes. It's not an admin's responsibility to record a player's reputation in their notes, only the negative. The only way to prove to the admins or playerbase that one has changed is through gameplay. I have not been as active on goon as I used to be, and now it's mostly game I boot up here and there rather than daily. I do not want to spend excessive hours playing goon just to expose myself to the entirety of the playerbase just to prove what kind of a player I am. I dislike that this is the only way to judge players, through reputation or negative notes, but I understand the limitations of the system.