Goonhub
03-12-2018, 04:45 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-12-2018, 06:31 PM by Ed Venture. Edited 15 times in total.)
(03-12-2018, 04:25 PM)Vitatroll Wrote: but don't be caring too much about harsh words on the internet. Same with life.
Things would be so much better if people lived by this.
What set this off was in 2014 I joined the IRC a decision I regret greatly, but one made cause I wanted to talk with admins and coders as at the time they rarely posted on here. I gave negative feedback alot and I got told I am super rude for doing that/how I did it. Tried to improve my attitude for years to fit in there and either no one noticed or refused to noticed and treated me the same. I left IRC shortly after that for various reasons I won't get into here but the stigma that I was nothing but a ungrateful asshole towards the coders always stayed around me. Which I heavily disagree with. Got to the point one admin recently told me to leave goonstation and I was threaten with a ban from another. So like I said I decided to ask the community cause if I am as awful as some of them say I am, then the community must feel the same way at least to some extent. If I am as rude as I am told I am by them then there would be no way for all of you not to noticed. So if I am truly this unpleasant to have around I'll just leave. So far a few people don't want me to go. This is not said to ignore what has been said in this thread as I know I have issues communicating here and it's something I'm still working on, but I feel my overall attitude has changed for the better since 2014.
It's at the point I am afraid that I will get banned for any feedback that is negative. That's how confused this ordeal has made me.
I also get told that no improvement has been made but no one provides proof despite the burden of proof being on them. I don't even get any examples that's just how it is I guess. If I am to be banned I want it to be because of facts and not feelings. I honestly feel I made some good improvements all of which have been ignored by most.
I do feel I share most of the blame for this treatment but I do feel it's unfair that no matter what I do nothing has changed.
The Criticisms from amaranthineApocalypse and babayetu83 I do agree with and will be reflecting on them.