One last application before I give up

[TheTrixRabitt]

Hey man, i know this is a big dream of yours, but i don't see you a whole lot, you asked for your thread to be asked last time and i just really don't see this taking off, sorry man, but it's still a no. Sorry.

Well, this certainly isn't a big dream for me. It's more that I just want to be helpful. I did ask for my thread to be closed because even I realized that I was fucking terrible. As I said in that last thread, I was being a supercop security guy, no fun AI, and fighting people for shits and giggles.

I've seen you around quite a bit and I think you're not a bad mentor material. The reason I'm (and a few others are as well, as it turns out) being cautious with input here though is that you basically had an application thread locked a month ago - although it is admirable that you admitted to your mistakes, and you barely seem to have any visibility beyond that, and that's not really what you want people to remember you by.

So, as an encouragement, I support this application - don't be disappointed if it doesn't go through though, show a bit more of yourself!

Like I said earlier, I realized my shit behavior after I applied, and didn't want to even bother with being told what I already knew. In that month gap between closing it and when I applied again. I feel that I have been a lot more easy going than I have before with jobs such as security. I try not to hold grudges in rounds just for some petty revenge, or something. In situations where a traitor is arrested for being a traitor, and has yet to kill anyone, I'll just let them go since no harm has been done. I don't brig people for a long time, maybe two minutes at max now. Blah blah blah, I don't have the same mind set as I used to.

I'm going to give you a cautious yes.

I'll give you two reasons why it's only a cautious yes.

1. I honestly don't see you much on the higher population servers, so I don't know you very well. But what I have seen makes me think you'd be a good mentor.

2. You asked for your last application to be locked since you weren't ready. Granted, that was a month ago, but it still makes me worry.

1. I guess I'll start joining #4 a lot more then.

2. Like I told the other guys.