Would you want me back?

[JohnnyJohn]

you do scare me when ur online cuz you have a tendency to freak out if ANYTHING doesnt go your way and multiple times i have had to ahelp you because i was worried about what the game was doing to you. i genuinely think u need therapy, if u arent already seeing a therapist.

Honestly, I'm glad. Both glad you did this, and glad you told me. Let me explain...

I generally prefer when my consequences are direct and have a decent logical flow. I'd say what you did there was a good call, the right thing to do.
Second, while this was undoubtedly rather... challenging to read, I wouldn't have it any other way. If people have grievances with me, I prefer to know them as soon as possible. That way I can work on my problem areas sooner

All in all, while this post and subsequent thread is meant to be a genuine poll, I do want to let you (and my proxy everyone else participating) know that I really am thankful you're bringing this up. I'm serious! I do indeed have many problems managing my temperament, so it's good that I can be more aware of these things. Even if learning about them isn't the most pleasant experience.

That being said, this is a poll, a poll with 3 options:

1. Let me back in
   
2. Don't let me back in
   
3. Let me back in restricted, as only ghost roles
   

I've seen many responses that are worried I'm being held underfoot by a bullying movement or something, but that's really not the case. In my mind, I'm only one of the many players in Goonstation, and SS13 as a whole. Given that they play in the same digital space I would, it's only fair I solicit their feedback, no?