07-15-2025, 09:37 AM
as someone who has an issue with desperation over people liking me, it's honestly been quite OKAY on the servers. i don't have experience on other ones, and usually my brain turns off SS13 mode and i go do anything else for a month or two, so getting back and having everyone be comfortable and polite with my character and nothing more is a relief. i have no idea if i've experienced metatrust (i assume not because although i play a lot i also switch between characters) but i can say that a lot of people do not refuse to rp with me or neglect me whatsoever. sometimes it's a little daunting seeing all the big league people talking and interacting, but i can say without a doubt that i have no fear to go up and start interacting, knowing they won't stare daggers at me until i leave.
i've had a few moments that i think people remember (i would call them hype moments and aura but this is serious mode) and i feel comfortable knowing i can go into a round and either meet new people or come up with brand new ideas with old ones. nobody wallows in the past, and i think that's the important part. i do a LOT of text rp and you know it's a bad community when people are more excited about sharing the stories about their old roleplays rather than wanting to create brand new ones.
i've had a few moments that i think people remember (i would call them hype moments and aura but this is serious mode) and i feel comfortable knowing i can go into a round and either meet new people or come up with brand new ideas with old ones. nobody wallows in the past, and i think that's the important part. i do a LOT of text rp and you know it's a bad community when people are more excited about sharing the stories about their old roleplays rather than wanting to create brand new ones.