Goonhub
10-05-2024, 05:23 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-05-2024, 05:25 PM by jan.antilles. Edited 1 time in total.
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For my part, I'll start with the most transparent thing I can share. Here is a screenshot of the de-admin thread that l made for Zamujasa.
I just want to clarify, now that a lot of folks have talked about why we did have to get rid of Zamujasa, why it took so long for us to do so. The biggest reason for me personally, even though yeah, I'm the one who made the de-admin thread, was that I didn't actually want her gone. She added so many good and unique things, she had so many good interactions with players, and a lot of the things she argued with the team about were things that I agreed with her on. This wasn't some like… comic book villain that needed to be taken out. This was someone who I wished could be my friend. She just kept hurting me, even when I agreed with her. And she was doing it to people I cared about. And she wasn't going to stop.
When she first left, she seemed happier. I hoped that she would be. I hoped that maybe this could be the beginning of something better. But it wasn't.
To Zamujasa: I'm sorry that it took me so long to rip off the bandaid. We all needed it. You needed it.
To the rest of the admin team: I'm sorry I've let all this get to me so personally. You needed a steadier hand than mine ended up being.
To the players of the community: I'm sorry we weren't clear about this sooner. It was easier when she was just venting to us and attacking us. I hoped that we could keep the drama contained so that it didn't need to be a distraction and a downer when we're all just here to play a game. I was wrong.
I just want to clarify, now that a lot of folks have talked about why we did have to get rid of Zamujasa, why it took so long for us to do so. The biggest reason for me personally, even though yeah, I'm the one who made the de-admin thread, was that I didn't actually want her gone. She added so many good and unique things, she had so many good interactions with players, and a lot of the things she argued with the team about were things that I agreed with her on. This wasn't some like… comic book villain that needed to be taken out. This was someone who I wished could be my friend. She just kept hurting me, even when I agreed with her. And she was doing it to people I cared about. And she wasn't going to stop.
When she first left, she seemed happier. I hoped that she would be. I hoped that maybe this could be the beginning of something better. But it wasn't.
To Zamujasa: I'm sorry that it took me so long to rip off the bandaid. We all needed it. You needed it.
To the rest of the admin team: I'm sorry I've let all this get to me so personally. You needed a steadier hand than mine ended up being.
To the players of the community: I'm sorry we weren't clear about this sooner. It was easier when she was just venting to us and attacking us. I hoped that we could keep the drama contained so that it didn't need to be a distraction and a downer when we're all just here to play a game. I was wrong.