05-14-2022, 04:41 AM
(05-13-2022, 07:10 PM)nefarious6th Wrote: -1 from me; feedback from others prior withstanding.Hey herb! Thanks for bringing this up! You are completely right I handled that extremely poorly, at the time I was still learning how to control my stress. I am sure I have improved on it since this incident ALOT. For further context, I wasn't mad they weren't dealt with. I was mad at that time, because after being left in the brig for 20 minutes they were executed and tossed in the trench without consulting the team on coms at all. I handled the situation extremely poorly and I'd never act the same way I did then.
I have continued to see you get overly hostile in stressful situations to the point of lashing out with profanities, insults, and in one round, getting angry enough at me to quit the round.
most of this comes from just plain chaotic rounds where there were too many things for too few officers, and when this happens, you have to do your best but also let it go. I dont need to be chewed out on PDA or in person for arresting someone who continues to commit crimes; and pulling teammates into a discussion in front of other players to ask why they didnt handle the portabrigged changeling when they reported they were dying and were dead for 20 minutes; these are things that are actively destructive to a team's work ethic. there are times I have had to walk away from you because you did not want to de-escalate and I've pulled my headset out and put it away.