Goonhub
"Just so it’s crystal clear here right off the bat: when you have multiple people repeatedly trying to indicate to you that what you’re doing in-game is making them uncomfortable, you don’t double down on your actions because your made up Bug Wife demands it, you back off."
I didn't double down though. Nobody said any problem was occurring until the very moment snuff was mentioned at which point I dropped that whole methodology. There were no hints from anyone about anyone until that moment. At which point I was muzzled and then crazy shit happenned with sec.
There was no visible difference between a players IRL discomfort and their rp character's discomfort!! HOW WAS I TO KNOW WITHOUT A WARNING?! NOTHING was conveyed or spoken to me until the temp ban!
If I was to be temp banned for this gross interpretation, an interpretation in which I DID NOT MEAN to convey, give off or represent, then why not just temp ban me then? Instead Sec spent the remainder of the round humiliating me then the ban. Engaging in pre-punishment hazing and then actual punishment? What's that about? How is that acceptable? Shouldn't the punishment be up to the admins since it'd ascended past an IC problem at that point?
I don't know how to tell you people that I'm genuinely sorry it all went like that. I have always acted with full intentions to follow the rules absolutely. I am very strict with myself about that sort of thing.
Hell. The person I attempted to talk to with the medical bot when I was asking for a repeal seemed fine with me. He simply said "that sounds like something you should in your ban repeal request." So I have in fact reused parts of that.
When I'm in character I don't use meta knowledge outside of the rules. So I wasn't looking for people's reactions to see if my stuff was offending people. I believe if I walked into medbay, pulled out a gun, threatened a person then shot them multiple times until dead, security would've also been called and etc. Not even any LOOC stuff. NOTHING.
Sigh. So who do I need to DM to inform them of something I don't want aired here in public? I believe it will help the admins understand that I generally had no bad intentions to disturb or instill disgust in anyone.
Also I do not understand why your response so hostile to my initial post. My request was simply a request. I wasn't expecting mercy, however much I feel I deserve it.
I have to wonder if perhaps Saren Midden understood that it was just a dumb waifu joke to cover up the acquisition of humanized monkeys and that's why they were fine with it? Did they not get that I was a vamp and what the inevitable next step was?
Fine with it at first I mean.
I just want to say that I completely missed that "sea of red flags" and I didn't get the implications people would put on that humanized-monkey. I'm sorry. None of the discomfort caused or unpleasantness was intended.
I didn't double down though. Nobody said any problem was occurring until the very moment snuff was mentioned at which point I dropped that whole methodology. There were no hints from anyone about anyone until that moment. At which point I was muzzled and then crazy shit happenned with sec.
There was no visible difference between a players IRL discomfort and their rp character's discomfort!! HOW WAS I TO KNOW WITHOUT A WARNING?! NOTHING was conveyed or spoken to me until the temp ban!
If I was to be temp banned for this gross interpretation, an interpretation in which I DID NOT MEAN to convey, give off or represent, then why not just temp ban me then? Instead Sec spent the remainder of the round humiliating me then the ban. Engaging in pre-punishment hazing and then actual punishment? What's that about? How is that acceptable? Shouldn't the punishment be up to the admins since it'd ascended past an IC problem at that point?
I don't know how to tell you people that I'm genuinely sorry it all went like that. I have always acted with full intentions to follow the rules absolutely. I am very strict with myself about that sort of thing.
Hell. The person I attempted to talk to with the medical bot when I was asking for a repeal seemed fine with me. He simply said "that sounds like something you should in your ban repeal request." So I have in fact reused parts of that.
When I'm in character I don't use meta knowledge outside of the rules. So I wasn't looking for people's reactions to see if my stuff was offending people. I believe if I walked into medbay, pulled out a gun, threatened a person then shot them multiple times until dead, security would've also been called and etc. Not even any LOOC stuff. NOTHING.
Sigh. So who do I need to DM to inform them of something I don't want aired here in public? I believe it will help the admins understand that I generally had no bad intentions to disturb or instill disgust in anyone.
Also I do not understand why your response so hostile to my initial post. My request was simply a request. I wasn't expecting mercy, however much I feel I deserve it.
I have to wonder if perhaps Saren Midden understood that it was just a dumb waifu joke to cover up the acquisition of humanized monkeys and that's why they were fine with it? Did they not get that I was a vamp and what the inevitable next step was?
Fine with it at first I mean.
I just want to say that I completely missed that "sea of red flags" and I didn't get the implications people would put on that humanized-monkey. I'm sorry. None of the discomfort caused or unpleasantness was intended.