Goonhub
09-20-2021, 01:42 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-20-2021, 03:30 PM by Studenterhue. Edited 1 time in total.
Edit Reason: Maybe fix the quoting??
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(09-20-2021, 12:45 PM)Sanngrior Wrote: Now thinking about it maybe i should just give up its clear no one wants me to become an HOS and i get it, too much of my history has been entwined with becoming robust and i doubt it will ever change so its why i feel like i should just leave this behind in the dust please no more responses here wish i knew how to close this thread so i could just be left behind in the dust....
This is the attitude I am talking about when I expressed my concerns. You seem fixated on being viewed as robust at the expense of absolutely everything else and that scares the hell out of me from any HOS. You're not just a member of security in that role but a mediator of conflicts, a teacher and a representative of the game itself.
Expressing doubt that it will ever change just feels like another red flag that now makes me worry that you are just unwilling to attempt to change.