captainbravo, goonstation 4, sometime last week

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I don’t entirely see what your issue with captainbravo is here. You are not entitled to an opportunity to discuss with an admin prior to being banned and given past warnings around sexist comments, this ban seems wholly warranted.

If there was some breach of admin conduct around this incident on Bravo’s part, please do elaborate. Otherwise, I would suggest just waiting out the minimum time for appealing a permaban and to make a case for having this ban lifted under the standard unban appeal format.

I'm a ranter. I'm gonna bold the important stuff.

My issue was I've recently been trying to follow your rules, to stay between the lines, my most recent bans have been slip ups. Slip ups that deserve a ban. 
Around December, I remember I died. Nobody cloned me. They didn't give a shit. I mean- I killed myself, but when I saw that somebody in the chat had said "Don't revive him. He's a griefer anyway." I was pretty sad. That was the beginning of my arc of not being an asshole. 

I don't want myself to be an asshole anymore in your eyes. I feel like I've been showing more people that I'm not trying to grief. I'm trying to show that I'm listening. These last few months I've been on goonstation were just me genuinely roleplaying. I'm trying to show I've changed my colors. Its hard to show when you're banned before you can speak. Although, reasonably so with my past.  I wanna show I'm not gonna be an asshole(unless a good rp idea comes along that needs me to be an asshole). This ban, this recent one, I wanted to say something controversial enough that it would alert security to bring me in for questioning and have some banter, and I before I sent it, I checked the rules and genuinely thought that I didn't break any. I mean- the moment after I heard the JAWS THEME in the back of my mind as I waited to either get banned or ahelped. This is not me validating what I said. This is me explaining my frame of mind. ALRIGHT- thanks for reading. Thats all.

+ what's the minimum time for permabans? oh also sorry for the late reply.