03-07-2018, 04:41 AM
Sec 'needing to be robust' is about as big a misconception as enabling 'Sec negates antag roles' is.
My tip if you're interested in sec: roll it and play the whole round drunk, wearing no jumpsuit, and armed only with two stun batons, some flashbangs and the wee-woo hat. That or handicap yourself in some other way.
The best way to get over the fear of failure is to fail. It's something I've had to do with relearning something recently. I used to be so good and have myself in my head as good, so I expect that - and get output at the level of a 10 year old. Best way I could move forward was just fucking my shit up and failing in the most spectacular ways I could. Get fuk'd, OCD.
My tip if you're interested in sec: roll it and play the whole round drunk, wearing no jumpsuit, and armed only with two stun batons, some flashbangs and the wee-woo hat. That or handicap yourself in some other way.
The best way to get over the fear of failure is to fail. It's something I've had to do with relearning something recently. I used to be so good and have myself in my head as good, so I expect that - and get output at the level of a 10 year old. Best way I could move forward was just fucking my shit up and failing in the most spectacular ways I could. Get fuk'd, OCD.