Feedback what can I even do?

[True_Blue_Flare]

I've been banned for a few months now. I've tried appealing, giving feedback, receiving feedback, taking some time, getting my shit together IRL, appealing again, and asking for some clarification on something I was unsure about and maybe a reevaluation of a previous appeal. I'm trying here, I really am. I'm not trying to be a disrespectful shitter on purpose, believe it or not I really am trying to handle this appropriately and communicate respectfully, but I've just been getting dismissed and shut down at every turn. Like, what do you even want from me at this point? What can I even do? Like, I really just want to set things right and be able to get back to playing stupid characters and fucking with chems and stuff again.

[bubs]

You were told to wait at least a year and waited a couple of months.

You were then told if you make another appeal thread you'll be banned from the forum.

Being banned from the forum makes it impossible to appeal, which means you will be banned essentially forever with no method of getting the ban removed.

I am giving you a firm and final warning, stop making threads.

IN NO UNCERTAIN TERMS, IF YOU POST AGAIN BEFORE OCTOBER OF THIS YEAR, I WILL BAN YOU FROM THE FORUM.

Stop, step back, go do something else for a few months

[True_Blue_Flare]

IN NO UNCERTAIN TERMS, IF YOU POST AGAIN BEFORE OCTOBER OF THIS YEAR, I WILL BAN YOU FROM THE FORUM.

At least there's that, thanks for being explicit with it rather than vague and leaving me to incorrectly interpret it as a guideline rather than a rule.

bubs

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Stop, step back, go do something else for a few months

I've been trying to do other things. I've been biking, cooking, making art, going to therapy, playing other games. There's nothing that comes remotely close to scratching the same itch. I can't just replace it with something else. But yeah, whatever, thanks for your time I guess.